#((this was exhausting to write ngl))
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Write whatever rarepair, crackship, weird fantasy, canon divergent fic you want. There is only one rule, and that is that Ed and Stede are in love and obsessed with each other in every universe.
#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd fanfic#it’s been quite a week ngl#I’m exhausted but ready to start writing again soon
107 notes
·
View notes
Text
my drafts are a goldmine
#i’m crying#to be FAIR i was delirious when i wrote that#i wanted to write a whole Thing but i physically and mentally and emotionally could not#i had a great idea i just. jcbdhdudjsjsj. was in the fucking trenches#we’ll see if i can tap into it later or not#i’m ngl i’m still exhausted. ffg is no fucking joke!!!!!
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
wip wednesday
tagged by @jesuisici33 @callaplums @daffi-990 @loserdiaz @thewolvesof1998 @disasterbuckdiaz @fortheloveofbuddie 💖💖
made a bit of progress on the sick fic so here it is🤷
prev snippet
___
“Maybe we should get you to a doctor.” Buck muses, wrapping the blanket over Eddie’s shoulders.
“I don’t need- I just closed my eyes for a second. I’m fine.” he grumbles, fumbling with the blanket too long to want to actually throw it off, but he does in the end – he’s cold and refuses to admit it, and he’d rather sit here and pretend he’s fine. He’s impossible.
“Eddie, that cough did not sound fine.” he points out.
“Buck-” he sneezes, and then wraps the sleeves of his hoodie over his palms. Buck raises his eyebrow, and Eddie pointedly avoids his eyes, as he not-so-discreetly wipes his nose with a sleeve.
“I bought tissues.” Buck reaches for the bag and digs out a box, then tries to give it to Eddie, who, instead of taking it, just levels him with a stare, as he sniffles loudly, and swipes a sleeve under his nose again. “Seriously? You’re gonna be gross and disgusting just to prove you’re not sick?” That’s a new level of stubborn Buck hasn’t seen from Eddie yet. He can’t believe this is the man his heart decided it wants. And that even while sick and gross and stubborn and ridiculous, a part of Buck is still endeared by him.
“I’m not.” Eddie insists, sounding so congested Buck swears he can feel it in his own sinuses. “Let me just finish my coffee, and then I-” another sneeze. “Have so much to do today.” he finishes, but at least this time he reaches for the tissues, looking anywhere but at Buck, cheeks red.
“Yeah, no, all you’re gonna do today is rest and take some medicine.” Buck says decisively, then takes the bag in his hand, and slowly starts walking to the kitchen. “Get comfortable, and I’ll just put this all away and be right back. I bought meds, tissues, and something to cook you some soup-” he starts listing off, getting louder the further he gets. “Oh, and stopped by the farmer’s market to get honey. Did you know that honey has antioxidant and antibacterial properties?” he asks excitedly, ready to tell Eddie every single thing he found in his quick research. Buck learned a long time ago that with Eddie he doesn’t need to hold back and can rant and ramble all he wants, and Eddie is happy to listen to him.
“Yeah?” Eddie yells back, voice hoarse and strained. Buck can hear the couch shift as Eddie gets comfortable, maybe even finally lays down. He knows Eddie won’t just give in and admit he’s sick, but this is a start. “Why don’t you tell me all about it?” he sounds genuinely interested, though also really tired.
“I will, just a sec! I’ll make you some tea with lemon and honey, how’s that sound?” he asks, and gets a grunt in response, though he’s not sure if that’s an answer, or if Eddie’s just trying to suppress a cough in an attempt to hide that he’s sick, as if Buck didn’t already know. He chuckles to himself. He really has his work cut out for him today.
___
no pressure tags: @elvensorceress @gayarthur @diazass @thebravebitch @silentxxsoul @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @arthursdent @diazblunt @911onabc @eddiediaztho @housewifebuck @lover-of-mine @gayhoediaz @rogerzsteven @watchyourbuck @hoodie-buck @monsterrae1 @hippolotamus @ladydorian05 @forthewolves @honestlydarkprincess @wildlife4life @spotsandsocks @eowon @theotherbuckley @weewootruck @thewolvesof1998 @giddyupbuck @disasterbuckdiaz @hoodie-buck @spotsandsocks
#wip wednesday#sick eddie fic#eddie is so ridiculous in this lmao#this is really gonna be so silly and fluffy i can't wait haha#buddie fic#buddie wip#buddie#wikiangela writes#my writing#fic snippet#my wips#still lowkey stuck on alive shannon and coffee shop#and this one isnt going so smoothly either#but im here and trying to work on it all!#ngl i still feel so fucking bad and exhausted and awful and sad i cant even explain it#i thought itd be better and id be back to myself after my cold and my period were over but nope#thought about taking a lil break from writing but tbh idk how id cope without it so pushing myself through it lol#this got venty lmao ignore me#i think this silliness is exactly what i need rn hahaha
73 notes
·
View notes
Text
looking at my gif ideas list and feeling absolutely nothing has to be one of the most crushing feelings as a creator
#life#ngl i've been feeling my drive to make gifs slowly declining but would always brush it away as 'having a bad day'#and just push myself to make things because those are MY blorbos?? and if i don't make anything then no one will#but i fear i'm slowly approaching the end of things#like i downloaded the hug mod and looked at it and looked at it and looked at it#and felt absolutely nothing#mel from like 5 months ago would be STOKED af about it rushing to find the prettiest location the cutest outfits etc.#and now i'm just.. yea#funny enough i was inspired to write quite a bit today so holding on to that creatively#not to be all gloom and doom though fingers crossed it's just exhaustion and heat doing a number on me#but i just felt like finally voicing what's been going on in my noggin#will go sit in the garden today and plant some flowers and see how i feel about things after that
13 notes
·
View notes
Note
for the wip ask game.. ronance fame au?!?!😋
Yes! So this is one of the one's i don't know if I'll finish, but I really do hope to eventually. It's an alt format fic/social media type fic as well, because I love reading those, but writing it was harder than I thought it would be lol.
I have almost 2k words and I just reread them now and I actually love them? I should start working on this wip again. Sharing a snippet is hard because tumblr ruins the formatting so here's as much as I could fit in a screensnip.
Wip ask game
#okay i do really want to finish this one day#alt format my beloved#the reason i stopped working on it is the formatting is exhausting and i started to run out of ideas for usernames#but me and my penchant for reading tiktok comment sections made making the comments REALLY fun ngl#but i also didn't/don't know where i was going with it which made it hard#ronance#my writing#thanks for the ask percy!
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
the degenerates: out of context
#td:ex#rip to the dnd story i started & never finished.......#hi. i'm cleaning out my drafts. these have been sitting around collecting dust for like. a year. maybe two. idek#yk i want so badly to be a storyteller on here but like.#story posts are just not for me man.#i can do 10+ photos for an edit no problem but for a story post?#absolutely not. it's just exhausting to me. i don't know why#i do actually really like this story though & it is part of the canonverse so i'll still write it#i just probably won't post it? idk i might do stuff with the characters on here from time to time#uhh fun lil spoiler for the few who were invested in this story way back when#they all die at the end#all of them#that's how the campaign ends#i've had the ending planned since before i even started writing the story#man. maybe i should get back into writing it. ngl monster boyz has kinda taken over#both my blog & my brain lol#n e way i have an edit q'd for wednesday. it's from one of my mini AUs#ok bye#rainyrambles
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
Y’all I was fighting for my life to stay normal when the Christmas family dinner conversation shifted to Snape discourse
#I FAILED#it was so funny I really shouldn’t be allowed to talk about this stuff irl#the conversation was more broadly about the issues with the Harry Potter series#so my brother was trying to list reasons it sucked and the Snape point™️ came up and I was not having it!#I won that part of the argument and changed his mind but had to concede to every other point he made#he was spittin ngl#don’t have three generations of leftists dissecting a dumbass children’s book because your gonna end with a one of them giving a very#convincing argument that wizards participated heavily in the atlantic slave trade#my grandpa should write tumblr meta#i’m exhausted
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
Improving in your life is actually kinda hard and sucks, I'm gonna pretend I'm at the beginning of my anime arc now
#now this ones a hard one to tag#but can you tell i've just rewatched the Inarizaki match in Haikyuu?#probably not actually#but like damn#i'm gonna pretend Kita is someone i actually met#shinsuke kita#haikyuu kita#this is so random#writing this at almost 1am while eating slightly over-salted pasta after not being able to be productive on a day#(due to slight physical exhaustion and pain)#this is the regular#“i'm questioning my life in the middle of the night because what am i even doing”#do i ... do i tag this with HQ!!?#i only mentioned Kita in the tags...#well it can't hurt#pls Haikyuu people feel free to ignore this#haikyuu!!#inarizaki#haikyuu#honestly i could start getting into blue lock in the tags...#idk how many i have left though; i'm kinda just rambling#i hope no one wastes their time reading these#it's mostly to distract from my over-salted food#bc i was hungry but i'm too tired and would feel too bad throwing it away to get new food#it's not actually That bad#this is kinda pointless but hey#let's hope i can start my anime journey of kinda getting my shit together after i've slept#(i told myself this 500 times by now but like... it's gotta work at Some point)#and also ngl Haikyuu just kinda makes you wanna be A Person#i love all the arcs and motives and views and stuff. it's genuinely awesome
3 notes
·
View notes
Note
Are you still alive?
yeah!!! i just dont really post bc all my asks are fic requests and i struggle to write nsft fics unless im particularly in the mood to. im planning on getting around to them soon(ish) once i have the time
#asks#anonymous#my focus is primarily on my sfw blog ngl. but also i just really dont a lot of non fic req asks and it gets overwhelming lmao#i want to get around to them but ive also been slightly burnt out of writing so its been. difficult!!#but if its just chatting abt hcs and stuff id be more active im just exhausted from full fics#not that im complaining ig its nice 2 see my blog is still active in terms of asks but i dont want 2 write constant fics yknow..#i need a break from full fics for a bit ough
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Maybe I’ll post some old Lumi pages here…
#finally found the folder they’re in and dang some are actually pretty good still#tomorrow though… I’m exhausted#ngl the comic is. a sort of embarassing thing for me bc I feel like it doesn’t showcase my writing very well#but maybe I’ll do some retrospectives on it though who knows#maybe it’ll be interesting#Evan bleats
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
if i told y'all what fandom i've been doing time in you'd never believe me and i'd be more cancelled than for any ascended astarion noncon
#i haven't been writing! haven't been doing anything productive actually!#no updates in fact i somehow lost braincells#i miss writing but ngl i feel a little lost & strange these days#moving is exhausting i feel like it never ends#i read two dune books so there's that#i need a new blorbo that i can write fanfic over#come on universe where's my white boy of the month
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
(Mostly.)
#I've been quiet for a while because I've been so exhausted#haven't touched my computer in a week except for some editing I had to do for someone IRL and I was still half asleep for that#got a reprieve from the long shifts today tho so more awake#gonna do those three sentence fics that have been in my asks#ngl tho I probably will go quiet again#maybe not right away because it's supposed to rain Monday so it won't be long hours if it does just normal hours#and my day tomorrow should be short because I'm not on the crew doing the long shift#but I also have a bunch of other things planned for tomorrow because we weren't gonna work at all so uh#probably not gonna do much on the writing front
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
anxiety level: imma cry at the thought of finally having 1 hour to myself to just vibe 👯♀️
(time to write)
#lamb loose liveblogging#sneaky niki#ngl to y’all... I’m over ch 11 & 12#I wish I could just overlook the details and be done with them already but no#no bc KOJ decided to make a surprise visit and idk what to do with this man anymore#also. sidenote. I am tempted to watch that drama where the actor plays Nina ;-;#but ik deep into my genderfluid ass I will cry my eyes out and idk if I’m emotionally stable for that#also I don’t really vibe with dramas set in the military world#any variation of it tbh#fun fact: my dad’s hyperfixation is watching every season of ncis on repeat#i can probably quote some eps by heart from proximity to him alone#on the one hand I’m too exhausted to explain to him why that amount of copaganda is bad#on the other who am I to interfere. ik I would not appreciate having him snoop in my business about fictional criminals’s mating rituals#but like............ I’m over it. any more military dramas and I might quit consuming media entirely#also who am I kidding. I got no time to drama watch#I’ve had the same page open on 3 body problem for months at this point#all I do is study and write. and I want to finish both activities in 2 months max#so. yeah what was I talking about?#ah yes KOJ#this kid is /this/ close to show up under SDY’s window with a boombox I’m telling you#HDS is not amused
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
the fact someone's business/military/etc handler can be answering to one of clark's aliases who is answering to one of his other aliases who is answering to him is hilarious to me kdfjbgdg
#like you go Oh Mr. Thompson you're so big and powerful and connected#and yeah true its like impressive and he's a threat#but i also need you to realize he's pretty much LARPing with himself like 80% of the time lmAO like it's actually so cringe#i want to write so bad but im exhausted fellas im ngl#tbd
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
can't believe i missed our 6th birthday here! damn ... time flies, eh? ❤️
#QUICK TAGS UPDATE WHILE I'M HERE!#last day at work ended up being 9/13 and ngl it's been practically non-stop ever since#mostly moving things - packing - organizing - etc. it's been exhausting mentally emotionally and physically tbh!#SO! like i've mentioned i've got tumblr on hiatus at least until i can get moved to cali and settled in a bit (we should hit the road 10/15#it's just been ... a lot#and then trying to figure out what's next since i won't have my job or a consistent income starting on 10/13 for the first time in 11 years#no insurance either so that's another thing to sort out!#i'm trying really hard to be hopeful and optimistic and i DO believe that this is all going to be for the best#it's just hard right now#trying to rest and relax whenever i have a moment or two but still need to find time to get some 'professional' stuff taken care of lol#why are careers??? like i just wanna live and vibe i wish i could just retire *sobs*#ANYWHO.#i love you all and i'll be checking blogs more consistently sometime after i move i hope!#until then feel free to hmu on discord! i'm down to chat / plot / write there in the meantime! ❤️❤️❤️#☆ main — ( OOC. )
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
okay I watched hocus pocus 2 and I feel normal again
#good movie love that movie#I was really at the end of my line after work today I’m ngl#AFTER HELL WEEK IS DONE IM GONNA WRITE SO FUCKING MUCH#I keep making notes on my phone about replies bc I have the muse I’m just. exhausted#so I can’t write atm#this whole two hours of sleep a night thing is breaking me a little#almost there u guys ALMOST THERE#ooc.#this has been a vent post I guess sorry#I hope everyone is having a good night
2 notes
·
View notes